THREATENING VISIBILITY

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released June 15, 2015

RECORDED, MIXED & MASTERED BY GRADY AT
MICROPHONIC MELTDOWN JUNE 2015

WORDS BY SYLYS
NOTES BY BILē
NOISE BY SAVI
SKINZ BY GARY

ART BY BILē
DESIGN BY BILē & GARY

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Track Name: Cycles ov Abuse
cycles of abuse
purged from my body
infected with shame
wrapped in every nerve

believing my truth
and owning my pain

years of abuse
are caught in the family
silence seems normal
but denial breeds insanity

and i'm so done
with this rupture
my shell shocked vision
these endless spirals
these hopeless feelings

grief is flooding
in waves
it's cleansing
my blood
exposing my shame


crushed into fragments
the self is destroyed
and shaped into trinkets
discarded like toys

the fruit of dysfunction
is children are enslaved
made to feel worthless
unless they can please
Track Name: Male Fantasies
castration with a six inch heel
now you know just how it feels
your male fantasies make me sick
you got a twisted sense of entitlement
sexually charged by control and fear
when you put me down
it becomes so clear
when you put me down
I see your fear
when you put me down
i'll cut you to shreds

i'll castrate you
with a six inch heel
i'll crush your pride
with my six inch heel
oh yeah
i'll break that grin
and watch you squeal

it gets old quick
putting up with your
sexist bullshit
thinking I should play
pretty and stupid
so you can feel
better about your
hateful existence

so fuck your
cat calls
fuck your
fetishizing
Track Name: Nobody Asked Me
fuck this culture
which violently imposes a binary mind
my form was a canvas
for their propaganda
medical fascism that
sustains oppression
they examined my body
claimed it was female
but nobody asked me
if that's how I felt

bred to feel splintered
from inner experience
bred to feel worthless
without their permission
a dysphoric discomfort
gnawing my bones
the voice inside tells me
they're totally wrong
bred to feel splintered
bred to feel worthless
too bad ive chosen
relentless defiance

bred to feel splintered
bred to feel worthless
too bad ive chosen
relentless defiance
examined my body
claimed it was female
but nobody asked me
if that's how I felt

bred to feel splintered
bred to feel worthless
too bad ive chosen
relentless defiance

examined my body
but nobody asked me
examined my body
but nobody asked me
nobody asked me
nobody asked me
Track Name: The Power Still Remains
you use rationality
as a tool of domination
to enslave the body
and destroy intuition

fuck your misogyny
fuck your misogyny
fuck your misogyny
fuck your misogyny

you're afraid
oh you're afraid
of buried feelings
shit unexplained

thousands of witches
devoured in pyres
fueled by the terror
of your irrational desires

the power still remains

tie down the body
burn it to a crisp
suffocate its knowledge
call it bullshit
this prison of logic
feigns to be neutral
but we know its
waging
endless denial

fuck your misogyny
fuck your misogyny
liberate the body
Track Name: Shame Spiral
my soul is a corpse
dead, dead, dead
numbed with pills
dead, dead, dead
drowning in spirits
numb, numb, numb

no more spirals
shame, shame, shame
move beyond survival
live, live, live
visions of thriving
thrive, thrive, thrive
Track Name: I Won't Prove It
explanations are useless
my gender's...
not your fucking business

see I don't care
if you understand
it's not my problem
if it makes any sense

just two genders
is that a fact
yeah I doubt it
cause I trust myself

endless
doubting
relentless
questions
you second guessing
my experience
is so atrocious

and i'm just so sick and tired of your shit
if you mansplain again
I might flip

I don't care
I can't take it
anymore,
this shit's real
I won't prove it
and ya you heard it